Baby fever
I still have over 2 months to go and I swore to myself I was going to be p a t i e n t. I am quickly losing though in my battle against over-excitement.
Lincoln and I went to Babies R Us yesterday and finally got our main registry together. More about that later...
Now I find myself awake after only 6 hours asleep... lying in bed, eyes closed, imagining... the birth, the baby... in the new crib, the baby in the stroller, the baby in the sling, the baby in the bouncy seat... what will we call it? who is coming to the baptism, what will we serve, how will I feel, how will I feel after it's born, what will it look like... then images... me and the baby in the car, lincoln, I and the baby going for a walk, the baby asleep, the baby crying....ah! I am insane! I can't sleep over this and the third trimester has just started.
I am nervous, just like I used to be before Christmas. Lying in bed, imagining what is in the other room... how many presents, what will they be? When is it time to go, look? The feelings of anticipation that something really big and wonderful is going to happen, this shiny new thing that will make everything perfect. Wondering, when this will be, if it's possibe to get a glimpse... if I could... just... quickly... a little... see what it's like... otherwise I'm going to... burst!
Somebody help me... I'm having a baby!
Ich finde das einfach schön..
6 hours sleeping? Really? All in one piece? We're quite envious! Enjoy 2 more monthes of sleep...
Remember the little sign you gave to Sanda?
"stress is when you wake up screaming and realize you haven't fallen asleep yet"
This is decorating the wall above Sanda's bed... ;-)